Just Not Feeling It

Yes everyone here is still sick. The baby came down with Croup on Tuesday night and had a little fever yesterday but the doctor said it was just a cold and gave her all her vaccines anyway. She is perfectly fine other that a few extra boogers and Damien still has a cough but that too seems to be finally fading away.

The purpose for this entry is not to update you on my families health though its to let everyone know I am still alive but other than catching up on a few posts on other blogs and to write this one I just don't feel like being on the computer any more. I feel like it takes up too much useful time and I just want to go and play with my children. I used to feel like I was missing out on something if I didn't get on at least once a day but now I just want to get up and go and do things. I haven't been posting on any forums or blogs simply because I don't feel like taking the time. I have been reading everyone so don't think I forgot about you. I think it may be one of those mid life crisis ( a little early though) where I need to go find myself. I have been looking for 35 years now and just recently found a little part that has sparked me to go look for more. So if I'm not around it isn't because I want to completely cut my self off from the electronics its because I want to stop cutting myself off from the real world.